She didn't realize until now, that she thought she was in love with a guy, a boy, a human; but she has been wrong this entire time. He has become what he said he wouldn't, and now she sees it. She sees that she was never in love with any of those things. She's in love with an illusion, a lie, a fraud.
He'd promised he'd stay. Did he not remember promising to stay? To catch her? He lied, he's a liar. He said he loved her. She wishes he would take it all back. Every memory with him, everything he made her feel, every word, every lie. She wishes she could shove it back into his chest. She wishes he would take it back. Heartbreak is so painful. It's breaking down out of nowhere. It's confusion, it's anger, it's an overwhelming sadness all at the same time. It hurts so much. It's sleepless nights where she can't breathe with all the weight. It's like a disease with no cure. The deeper she falls, the more agony she feels. She tries to let him go, she tries so hard; but he pulls her back and makes her feel, and then he treats her like she's nothing. He destroyed her when her only intention was to love him. To read more of Him, click here.
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